Experience after a glow up.

After being unattractive for so long. Being indirectly called ugly by friends and even family member, seeing friends get compliments over me, staring at myself in the mirror for multiple hours, crying for hours, and accepting I was chopped. To being treated extremely nicely solely for my appearance feels like an insane change.

I can be as weird as I want and people won’t mind because I’m attractive, being given money solely for your face. Causing head turns everywhere you go, walking around and people staring intensively, getting free stuff. Getting the attention I craved for.

If looks don’t matter how come if an unattractive person makes a presentation in front of strangers the claps are shorter. Yet if an attractive person does the same thing the clapping is longer, there’s even cheering, Seeing it happen irl feels weird. It’s a fact, nobody can convince me that younger me got treated that badly for dressing weird or having an rbf that pushes ppl away, I still have the same fking rbf and people still approach me why try to make me cope?