self improvment
i have been wanting to leanmaxxing for a very long time but in my mind when its actually time to go to gym im just like no lets go tommorrow. im afraid that i may never actually break this barrier. im just sitting around with no friends no interactions with women.not even academically good.
I have been feeling very low these few years i feel like it may be due to lack of test. i took a blood test and i had 10.2 vitamin D. does that contribute to my low test?. i feel like i have a lack of purpose . im lazy and i dont want to do anything. I do have exam and stuff coming up but i dont feel like studying. I dont want to go the gym too i feel like sheet. Im basically a discord mod now.